Wednesday, October 14, 2009
probably if you had made things clearer it would have been simpler. seems like all this while i've just been walking in circles. the little things you mention flashed back into my semi conscious mind, putting a sly grin on my face. your boyish smile, your hoarse voice, the way your eyes spark with a tinge of mischief in it, the hurtful look when I ignores you. your everything makes me smile yet i always feel the sting in my eyes, the ache in my heart.stayed in the shower for the longest time ever. apparently attempt to drown one self failed. how silly am i? the mask i put on daily is showing signs of cracks. again. how much longer do i have to keep changing mask? i miss youbadly.the next time i see you, i'm never gonna lie again. gonna be a big girl and tell you how i've felt all this while. then end it. *~MaeYan~*
♥10:33 PM