short msg:

I have no idea why.. but all of a sudden.. I just have the urge to keep eating =/
like ice cweamz.. yogurts.. cakes.. chipsss @___@
die lorh lidat..

And I wanna cook also =x aikksss.. i'm feeling weird suddenly ~___~
Bare wif me.. comin week I might be experimenting wif food.. =S

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:30 AM

Tagged by: Jodie n Jong

Instructions:
Remove one question from below and add in your own question,
make it a total 20 questions.
Then tag 8 people from your list.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
: it depends =p *winks* :

2. Are you straight?
: hmm~ Lets see.. I think straight.. I walk straight.. So am I straight? xD :

3. Do you smoke?
: me hatey smokers =x :

4. What are the things i interest now??
: panda~~ *grins* :

5. List out two things that you'd like to do now.
: interesting.. hmm~ eat n sleep? LOL! jkjk.. concentrate on staD n enjoy in d mean time =D :

6. How old are you?
: I ave a feeling I'm supa old T___T 91yrs old soon siaaa.. :

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
: FOOD!!!! lawl.. :

8. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
: urm.. not really bah =/ :

9. Currently into?
: Chips more butter crunch =D :

10. Getting married is going to heaven or grave?
: whoa~! can i say its on the earth? xD :

11. How many kids do you want?
: one kute lil gurl n one hawt lil boi LoL :

12. Are you in love?
: as in now..? o.0 lets see~ hmm~ duwan tell u ;P :

13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
: *think think thinkkkk* UMAI-YA!!!! sushi mahn~ :

14. Name the latest book you bought?
: hmm~ dis is tricky.. dunno lehhh =/ :

15. Do you believe in open book test?
: Believe lorh.. coz the Q's sure soOoo hard dat d book doesn't help much de :

16. Single or Attached?
: thats for me to noe.. and for you all to find out ;p :

17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
: Gene gene!! =x :

18. The most exciting place you want to go?
: wanna bungee jump frm high high highhhh~~~ =X :

19. Which quality is more important in a lover.
: kekex.. honesty =x :

20. Do you think I should continue tagging people?
: NO!!! XD :

Yeaaa~~~!!!! Due to the last Q dat i ave juz imposed.. I shall not tag anyone xD i'm soOoo nice ryte..? I noe I noe *bowss* twankiew~~ ^^ hehe.. and hor.. I ave a feeling i did dis tag before -_-"

*~MaeYan~* ♥10:16 PM

There is so much yet so little to say.
Wish I knew the exact cure to this all.
If only regrets don't linger.

Went dinner wif mich,nana,renee n elaine today. So gud seeing you guys again =) Even tho it was simple and short. I will 100% NOT forget how you did some 'INTERIOR DECO' to my beloved car -_- and I din noe last min my bag got some stuffin too.. toOoo muchie d lahh.. rawr~~!!! I shall upload the pictures soon kay? *winkss*

Overall,it was nice seeing you all again =D hehe.. and hope you liked your pwessiee ^^ kekex.. xoxo my dear~!

Ohyar~~!!! Happy anniversary dear dear.. muacks~! lup lup you.. hehe..

*~MaeYan~* ♥9:50 PM

By 1pm this afternoon,most ACCA n CAT students check n recheck their results..

Some leap in joy.
Some cried in joy.
Some cried for the 1-2 marks dat failed them.
Some cried for their loved ones.

As for me,I was strong enuf to not shed a single tear this time. I din even bother lookin at it,till dey told me I flunk audit. My 1st reaction was.. ONLY AUDIT..?!!!! T5 lehh..?? Well,I managed to pass it.. wif a weird 50marks (which i ave no idea how i got it by waffling -_-)

T7 was dissapointing.. I barely scrap thru.. Don't really get how did i screw it up.. BUT! Of coz i'm glad I passed it lorhhh.. =)

T9 was soOoo dissapointing dat I don't noe how to word it.. Maybe it was partially coz of my high expectations dats why wasn't satisfied wif my marks.. but hell am I over wif it also xD

Audit.. I dunno how to even start sayin..

Well,havta decide on wud i wanna do now.. T8? T10? T8 n T10? hmmm~ =/ havta think it over bah.. As for now,I havta drop ACCA n go back to CAT.. sigh~

Ohyar~~!! For all CAT or ACCA fwenz please kindly scroll to the bottom of my right-hand side bar and answer the poll.. twankiewww ;)

ps: dear,i wan u ere badly =(

*~MaeYan~* ♥8:32 PM

My dear mich~

HAPPY BURFDAY my dear~!

*huggsss n kissesss* xD hehe..

Enjoy your day kay *winkss*

Might come find you if I can orhh.. hehe..

Lurve yar gal~

ps: sorry this is such a short post.. but I owe u a post kay ^^ hehe.. this is juz a temporary de..

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:00 AM

#Edited

URGHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!! In a supa panicky state now T____T I'm really worried lehhh.. I mean even tho its already set and nothing can be done bout it.. but stil!! Waiting for it to come out.. knowin it wasnt what you had anticipated.. WAH LAO~~!!!!

What am I tokin bout..? RESULTS lorhhh~~~!!! Its coming out tomorrow.. OMG! I dun even think I wanna open n see my results lehh.. I duwan to cry my eyes out.. =x no matter its due to joy or dissapointment.. hehe..

I'm just soOooooo sked now lehhh.. *sniff* I duwan to drop back to CAT.. I mean whu in the ryte mind would want to..? -_- No one would wanna drop back down or even leave their fwenz ryte..? sigh~

I ave sumthing in mind dat I tot of saying.. but I think I'll wait for the results to be out 1st.. before I make my decision.. It might shock alot of people.. or maybe it wouldn't.. Just hopefully I don't ave to restort to dat decision bah. =)

As for now.. Badminton Men's Single Final lehhh~~! Malaysia's own beloved Chong Wei is playin against Olympic host China's Lin Dan.. 2nd seed vs 1st seed ehhh..!! this is gonna be interestin.. XD anyway~ tataz 1st.. ^^ Hopefully Chong Wei gets a gold backie aye *winks* hehe..

#After 39mins of game.. the result is out..

In fact when LinDan took a lead in the 1st set and bringin it to 21-12 to end it.. It was obvious for ChongWei dat he had to try harder n concentrate more..

In the 2nd set LinDan had a gud start ahead.. And all malaysian's knew the answer in their hearts.. It wasn't gud enuf for a gold.. BUT hopes are still there.. However,at a 20-8 pace,it is virtually impossible to pull back the margin and get a miracle there..

We were that close to gettin a gold.. maybe it would be better if it was on home ground? lols~

*~MaeYan~*

♥8:38 PM

omg~ I have soOOoo much to say.. yet wheneva i'm bloggin or on9.. I have a tendency to forget wud I had in mind =( sad sad..

Lets see~ 1 thing for sure.. I haven been on the field for sumtime leh.. lols..

Ohyar,I think i havta apologise for not being able to attend the Ausmat Talent Nite.. I'm sowie if most people are pissed off wif me for not being there.. Sowie if you guys think I stood you all up.. All I can say is I'm sowie.. I juz don't really feel like recalling wud happen the nite before.. All i can say is I was grounded.. N the best part ( or worst part ) is i'm still not on talkin terms wif d person whu grounded me.. 2 weeks leh.. NOW dats a record.. Juz dat I'm really sowie.. I din wanna miss the fun.. no matter how boring it was..

Now dat lead me off to another thing.. I wonder how izzit dat we can avoid talkin..? hmm~ maybe if I dun go out wif the both of them..? Ohyarrr~~!! N i told u soooo T____T I was soOooo ryte that he will hop along wif us.. believe me next time.. haha..

I was wonderin bout sumthing also lehhh.. I think I kinda lost my coldness d.. *wailsss* dis can't be lorhh..haha.. nvm nvm.. I'm soOoo predictable nowadays =(

I'm not sure izzit juz me.. or izzit the both of us.. we ave the tendency of showin attitude to each other.. hmm~ =/ dats not gud.. But sumtime u really comes right on to my nerves.. N i can't keep my coolness about it when its over the line.. And its obvious that you are pissed off at me.. I dunno wud to say anymore.. After findin out bout smtg.. I doesn't seem to be important anymore (not like i was anyway -_-) but.. its juz dat it seem I wasn't needed anymore..? Like a puppet being used den dump when it starts to wear and tear.. Yea.. I have dat strong feeling now.. Hope things werk out between us tho..

Anyway,temporary thats all for now kay..? =)

ps: results coming out on 18th T.T

*~MaeYan~* ♥9:25 PM

♥11:30 PM

Beautiful lies.
Lies are a sin. Yet it is often done.

YOU are despicable.
Yes YOU are.
Every single word that YOU had utter disgust me.
Wonder how many more things had YOU lied to me.

Couldn't believe that I was foolish to even pity YOU.
With all I might try not to hurt YOU.
In the end,the truth hurts.

YOU son of a b*******!
Lying a**!!

I'll no longer keep anything from YOU.
YOU will get the full blast story.
How I flucking hate YOU!
How much I hate being lied to.

YOU are so friggin full of yourself!
For all I care,self-pity all YOU want.
I don't give a d*** anymore.

YOU will never get my attention anymore.
Not only does YOU exaggerates hell alot.
YOU are such a lying a**h***!

How much longer do YOU intend to bluff me?
How much longer do YOU want to fool me?
How much longer do YOU think till I will actually find out the truth?

Don't let me see YOU anymore.
I swear I will choke YOU to death with my bare hands.
I will kick your b***s and make YOU suffer.
I will make YOU eat back every single word that YOU had lied about.

Stay the hell away from me.
YOU get me?
Don't go back acting all sad and down.
No use saying how sick or injured YOU are to me.
I will not care anymore.

I will not even spare YOU a single tiny bit of pity anymore.
I will not flinch at anything YOU do to yourself anymore.

YOU know who YOU are.

I won't keep anything conceal anymore.
Starting from today.

ps: sorry peeps for all the vulgarities and violence.. had to let it out.. =x hehe.. feeling much better now..

*~MaeYan~* ♥10:44 PM

Temporary lost of words
If only my temper wasn't shown.
Just that I don't get why fake it?
Why act all self-pity?

Get a grip of yourself.
Get hold of it that you won't need self-pity anymore.

Steep decline in my meter
I don't know why,but
you have the tendency of showing negligence.
You ignores everyones care & shove them up the wall.
You clings on to a certain person to gain their attention.

Fancy mask
Is it just me?
or is it that the mask most of us are wearing is falling off?
I'm tired of wearing it to cover certain things.
Tired of not wanting to hurt you.
Should I let it fall & ignore the consequences?
Lingering on the thought a tab bit longer.
You ain't worth all this.

Sorry bah. Its juz very the random for the day. Anyway, I won't be bloggin much bah.. Unless suddenly feel like lahh =X hehe.. but most likely will be bloggin lesser by alot.. hehe.. paiseh orhh..

I have a stowie coming up soon.. sooooonnn ~___~ hehe..

For now.. I nid my bed lehh.. @.@

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:05 AM