Short msg:

Sigh~ I feel like giving up =(

My brain just feels empty.

I don't know what to do leh T_T *sniff*

Every motivational msg just doesnt seem to be helping.

I'm still feeling like an idiot who took ACCA.

Anyway~ For those who are having exam's tomorrow. All the best!! ;)

*~MaeYan~* ♥9:21 PM

Short msg:




让我发现，好想念你。
也让我发现，爱你多过爱自子。
也让我发现，没能力陪你走下去。

*~MaeYan~* ♥1:29 AM

Short msg:

Mm hmm~Its official. Finals is less than 48hrs away.

I'm screwed.

Sigh~

Trying hard not to give up.

Anyway~ today most random thing dat happen was..

"lets go eat zai (vegetarian)"

and they did go. I didn't tho. Wanna continue being a nerd. LoL

Had dis very very bad headache. I juz kept ignoring it. Now its killing me =( *sniff*

If only you would care. I would ave feel much better already.

If only I ave better memory power.

Haihz.. I'm so dead x_x

Add oil leh everyone!! We have just a day left to go to our final battle.

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:03 AM

Short msg:

I think I should post up some MUO pictures here ryte? Have a feeling that I should. Gimme sumtime kay =) after finals I'll post it up here..

Anyway, staDing in college today was okay okay only.. Don't know why leh.. hehehe..

Lets just say something happen today.. and it made me realise what type of a person you are.. I'm glad I started walking away when I had the chance.. I won't wanna be involve in everything that you are doing.. just dont hurt fwenz that I care..

Did I mention I'm so dead for finals? yea.. I am.. *suicides*

Gud luck all.. ^^ I shall try to resume some nerding now..

*~MaeYan~* ♥11:02 PM

Short msg:

Sigh~ thought can at least try to sleep for 12hrs or so today wun.. see see.. I will automatically wake up at 7+ .. and also I kept getting sms n calls. urghhh!!! I wan sleeep T____T *sniff*

Suan liow lahh~ Heading to coll in an hour or so bah.. darn tired now..

Did I mention I'm sick liow? yea..
tummy's acting weird
flu's on the way
sore throat on the way
fever PLS don't come

lol

Anyway~ gambatte everyone! We still have a few more days to go ;)

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:17 PM

Short msg:

Honestly, I think staDing in college at night is soooo much better than afternoon lehh.. I think coz the weather bah.. hawt n stuff make me wanna oi oi only.. =X haha..

So anyway~ had been stayin in college till late for the past few days.. I should snap sum pictures during the different hours so show you the situation at foyer.. haha!!

During noon like 12-2 seriously pack and noisy
3-6 quiet down and lesser ppl
6-8.30 quieter and very lil ppl
8.30-??? ALOT ppl

LOL! weird rytee?? Well~ wud to do.. library close merhh.. so everyone pindah rumah loorh.. so all at foyer loorhh.. haha..

Anyway~ I need my sleep liow.. duwan later go college macam zombie pulak.. not enuf sleep recently.. @___@

so much to do, so little time left.

ps: wishing for another miracle to happen.

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:13 AM

No surprise - Chris Daughtry

Anyway~ today I supa syiok staDing in college.. Till I don't feel like stopping or even coming home =x hahaa!! Don't believe me ar? Ask those who see me in college loorh ;p *blwek*

Because of that I had SUPA alot of miss call.. hahaha.. Coz hor.. My fon on silent mode + in the bag =X So yea~

StaD law non stop today.. Miracle =D hahaha!!

My Mr.WongLai also gambatte with me kay?! We 'sisterhood' punya marh.. hahahahahha!!

*~MaeYan~*

♥12:03 AM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Short msg:

Try hearing this.. really no comment.. haha!!

Rihanna's Umbrella - Hokkien version

*~MaeYan~*

♥12:24 PM

Had lunch with nana at mcD centre point and I picked up a long-time-no-see friend. haha! Nicole Lee~! And then Kelvin Yap too..

So basically we were gossiping ALOT. LOL! Seriously I think gossip till full liow lahh.. and Kelvin join in too.. hahaha!! Updated each other on stuff too.

Went back Bu3 to collect GCE cert.. but apparently they don't have it. Either they ate it or lost it =p kekex

So I headed off to college to staD lorh.. Manage to cover some issues on tax =) Then I went for frisbee.. hmm~ bad turn up today.. but I like it alot XD

Why ar?

Well~ coz I like it lorh =p *blwek* wuakakakaka!! bite me ;p

Anyway~ I used glove today. Mainly coz don't wanna injured my finger. what? exam coming lah!! And also coz.. hmm~ for me to know only kay ;) hahahahahaha!!

Hmm~ I really have to thx Xing,Billy n Serng ALOT ALOTTT today.. Really really twankiew lehh.. I don't mind everytime I havta do that,till I get it all right =) I was really frustrated with myself for a couple of times =/

I know I haven put my 100%. I will.

Ohyar,my knee did not hurt today even when I ran so much XD hehe.. I'm lurving dis.. ohh! but den hor.. I really slide for one of the disc and got my knee bruised n cut.. and the pathetic part is I FAILED to save it. I was really pissed off at myself =(

After few hours at the field.. Went back foyer with Kenny n Darren.. We were suppose to catch dinner at Medan but smtg came up and ended up having burger for dinner instead. LoL! Continued staDing abit more till 9+ I think.. hmm~ I really wanted to stay till later wun..

So yea, basically I'm quite happy with today =)
-meet old friends
-catch up on each other
-frisbee taught me alot
-staD

The horror is~ finals IS like round the corner? diediedie

Really havta gambatte liow oh everyone! My friends,peers,seniors,juniors,baby and everyone else that is having exams/finals.

Now I shoud really get some sleep. These few days sleep late jek pimple alot liow leh! (qouted from Vanessa)

*~MaeYan~*

♥12:10 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Seriously Totally lurve this song. :hearts:

At first I just lurve the song, lyric, etc etc.. but after watching it.. Its juz plain awesome! And DADDY I lup you! XD hehehe.. olwiz did olwiz will!

Nickelback - I'd come for you

*~MaeYan~*

♥12:00 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009

Hear this =) At first when I heard it on the radio, I didn't really like it. BUT! after a couple times later its REALLY good! hehehee..

David Archuleta - Touch My Hand Lyrics
Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright is the one right where you are
[Touch My Hand lyrics on http://lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com ]

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hands
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Yeah, yeah, yeah

*~MaeYan~*

♥11:15 PM

So I went and watch MUO day two. Got some nice pictures. Don't think will upload in blog leh coz facebook easier for those players to get the pic =)

Anyway~ I manage to watch:
Satu Lagi vs El Ninos
Flying Naans vs Wild Cats
KBU vs Singapore Youth Team

and of coz the final match

Freak show vs DK

lets just say they totally rawks! The starting was DK in the lead? and all of a sudden Freak catch up and took the lead instead! Then DK wasn't doing well and fell back a lil but manage to pick the momentum back up and caught up. They were really neck to neck!! I'm not very sure bout the score coz I forgot =x haha.. but Freak won by either 1 or 2points.

Very close match.

Really had fun watching.

Guess what! I'm totally sun burned. Its itchy now. lalala~ Oh well~ let it peel xD

I'm missing you now. Is the the right thing to do?

ps: mummy~!! Better rest your ankle lehhhh!!! Hope to see you soon again =)

*~MaeYan~*

♥1:40 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

The other night, 1week ago I think, went for aunts birthday dinner. So most relative would be there including some of my small tiny adorable cute cousins.

Guess what are they doing. Surrounding the chair.


Playin lego of course! xD


This lil chap is in only 5yrs old. Already keep long hair and spike somemore!

Btw,he refuse to lemme snap a nice pic. lol! Anyway, his eye lashes is SUPA long n nice. Baby,I think as nice as yours lehh..

Now here are another 2 cousin brother who was at my house.

Aaron boi. His only 5yrs old! xD

At the mention of "lai let jiejie take one pic" he instantly pose and smile show me. How cuteee~

Darren boi - 3yrs old.

Aaron boi - he look so adorable here XD

So what happen was, Darren boi was sleeping at the hall area. As for Aaron going around buggin my mum,his mum and aunt to build lego house for him. (He's not good at building =x he only plays =X) Hence, I decided to help him build a house xD It has been sometime since I play lego jor.. haha! But yea, I played with him for awhile ;)

Going for MUO again later =D Then I'll compile the pictures and put it up. Did I mention they were awesome? lol. I think I did. :)

*~MaeYan~*

♥11:31 AM

Short msg:

So I went and watch MUO. They were really awesome.
Guess I really have to buck up. I promise I will.
But let me get a knee guard first.

The whole day I was walking around in pain.
Didn't complain coz I don't want parents to nag again.
But dad agreed on getting me a knee guard =)

Anyway~ got some nice shots today ^^
Gonna go watch the final later. With dad.
Hopefully more nice pictures xD

ps: eating dark choco now XD

*~MaeYan~*

♥12:14 AM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Short msg:

Refraining myself from swearing as every move I make hurts.
If this continues,I might as well sit and don't move at all.
How am I going to watch MUO tomorrow? Sigh~
I really don't know.

It hurts so much I feel like crying ='(

*~MaeYan~*

♥12:51 AM

Friday, May 22, 2009

Short msg:

Finally all edc/efc ended for this sem. Which means Finals IS arriving. lol
Anyway~ didn't take group pic today. hmm.
We headed off to pyramid tho later on. Celebrate for Xing + Hanz b'day.
Something simple nia but I haven been laughing that much for sometime =)
Ohyar~ forgetful ME actually FORGOT the camera. *dies* haihz. So all pic taken using Jodie's fon.
Pictures later kay? Photobucket failing on me again. *sad sad*

On the darker side. lol
I went frisbee AND my knee injury came back
YES!! IT CAME BACKKK *wailsss*
can someone just kill me already. T____T its hurting like there's no tomorrow.
Urgh~~

So yea.. I'll get the pictures up ASAP. xD

ps: gotta start nerding already

pps: did I mention I saw Ivan Chong? O___O actually didn't know was him. Long story.

*~MaeYan~*

♥9:56 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Random conversation:

Me: "have to bring pillow go class liow"
Joey: "sleep?"
Me: "No lah! Arse pain lah!!"
Joey: "lol"
Me: "coz you see hor.. bone against hard surface.. sure lah pain"
Joey: "no.. hard surface pain"

Ishk~ How can hard surface be more pain than my arse? T___T
That was with Joey.
Now have Kenny.

Me: " *tell him what Joey said bout surface pain* "
Kenny: " hahaha!! No lorh.. hard surface got hole nia later "
Me: " =_______= "

I tell you this people.. *shakes head* pif pif~

Anyway~ I'm still left with half day of edc/efc. I'm happy xD lol!
Tiring as usual leh class.. @___@
Most importantly I forgot to take a pillow!!! Haihz~

Neway, more pics soon =)

*~MaeYan~*

♥10:14 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Short msg:

2nd day down. 1 and a half day left to go. I'll make it thru =)
Tired no doubt. Hw not as alot as yesterday tho xD
In anger now.Why? My baby viva got scratch by an @$@#!^.
Sigh~ guess havta send it go spray spray soon.

I just got my knee rub and found out the reason.
Apparently I injured the vain and the knee cap. =/

But guess what! he didn't say I can't go for sports =X

Anyway, off to do hw now.

*~MaeYan~*

♥7:34 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Short msg:

First day of F6 edc/efc down.
2 and a half day left.
Got back Mock result.
I'm sorry I've dissapointed Ms.Rozi ALOT. sorry =(
I will buck up. Won't want to make you dissapointed in me again.
Class was tiring,very tiring. Mentally n physically.
Homework supa alot. Urgh~

On the bright side.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY xiao XingXing! ^^

I shall go do hw now.. tataa~

*~MaeYan~*

♥6:34 PM

3.05.09

Poser Nana xD

*coffcoff* camera shy ;p

Peek-a-boo! I see YOU!

Stinky feet *pinch nose* (ignore my ugly expression pls,ty)

Lastly, I give you JinDaLe! She's soo gonna kill me. IF she ever see it that is xD

Anjing Liar! =X

*~MaeYan~*

♥11:48 AM

Monday, May 18, 2009

Short msg:

Ouch~
Reality hurts.
Stab in the heart.
Don't know how long I can hold on.
Probably till I succum to the pain.

*~MaeYan~*

♥3:22 PM

Hmm~ Took this from a lil froggy fwen of my - Renee

Its really.. urm.. whats dat word? Awesome? yea.. Really really awesome.

Its actually tempting me to start playing piano like seriously. LoL!

Btw,its love story + viva la vida.

Anyway~ just check it out. Joey seriously check it out! lol



Benben,our song leh =)

*~MaeYan~*

♥12:16 PM

10.05.09

Did I mention what me & lingy got for mummy for Mother's Day?

Honestly, those who knows me well enough will know that usually I won't get anything. This year however,exceptional case bah. Don't ask why,don't know either.

Anyway~ it cost us a bomb. Really. However, worth it I most say.

Presenting~

GODIVA.

We got her truffles. Expensive no doubt, at least its something special =)

Seriously,their chocolates are like mouth melting,deli-cious. LoL! Have you tried their Godiva chocolate drink? mm-hmm *smacks lip*

Faster go try oh! Urm.. abit costly lah. Around 22bucks? =X *shuts up* BUT its darn good! As in seriously supa duper yummy and good!! Every sip you take can taste the OMFG yummy choco. haha!

Wait! I haven try before the one in M'sia. They have 2 outlets here (thats all I know lah) Pavillion and KLCC. When I say I never try before I meant M'sia wan lorh. I drank twice in Singapore - Vivo City n Taka, and its just as good as the 1st time I tried. xD kekex

So faster go and try kay *wink* dam.now I sound like I'm promoting for them.

Anyone wanna buy me a drink? *puppy eye* LOL

*~MaeYan~*

♥10:08 AM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Short msg:

Just watch Marley & Me. Finally.
Hmm~
Words can't describe it.
Enough said.

ps: If only I had the chance to be by Yufi when she died.

*~MaeYan~*

♥11:21 PM

Remember I mention in one of my previous post I have some interesting pictures relating to me? haha! I was in 1u shopping with nana when we stumble upon a 'wonder land' LOL!

Anyway~

here it is.

OMG? I'm only worth that much?!

Dam Value buy some more. pif pif~

And I didn't know I look like that D;

haha! At 1st I thought I saw 'yam yam' then I see nicely its ME! D; THE HORROR!!

Anyway~ expect more pictures to come up soon.. I think =x

*~MaeYan~*

♥1:53 PM

Hear this song by Taylor Swift- You belong with me.

Not bad I muz say =)

*~MaeYan~*

♥12:30 PM

Short msg:

Oh-o~ I totally forgot I ave a dinner to go to 2nite.

*dies*

I nicely playin around. Haven get ready yet xD

and we're going out in 30mins. *bangs wall*

can I not go? =( *sulkss* lol!

*~MaeYan~* ♥6:06 PM

Short msg:

Up till now, I've not eaten for 36hrs already.
Only drank minimal amout of water.
Its enough to survive =) hehe..
No appetite lah.. Sigh~

Had trouble sleeping last nite D;
Roll for at least 3hrs only tertido. sad sad~
Main reason was my arm was feeling pain. Numb pain? Smtg lidat lorh.

ps: I noe you no appetite too but remember drink more water. Don't want to see you sick.

*~MaeYan~* ♥11:42 AM

Short msg:

Got home really late today. Surprisingly mum didn't call.
I got home real fast and yet not exceeding the 100kmph limit xD.
I've made a c2pid decision. But I'm still waiting for her choice.
I'm sorry I made everyone worry.
I just don't know how to say =/

*~MaeYan~* ♥11:28 PM

有些话，
就算说了出口，
也未必会轻松。

至少， ♥10:43 AM

Short msg:

抱歉我的两位美女。
今天把你们两都吓坏了。
小辣椒，早以不是了。

谢谢你那一抱，
让我发泄了。

谢谢你在我身边，
反复的提醒我小心。

今天，没你们两，
我真的会不知如何呢！

*~MaeYan~* ♥7:29 PM

Short msg:

Sorry peeps for the sudden closure of my blog.
Its just for that period of time only.
Its back and running as usual. =)

曾经答应过你，
会乖，会听话。
一定会听你话。

可是，有时候，
我却很调皮，
很不听话。

对不起。
真的真的对不起。

乖了，听话了。
原谅我吧。

不要抛弃我。
在我世界里，
你就是唯一。

我们一起走过难关吧！

*~MaeYan~* ♥7:08 PM

#Edited

Wanna know whats running in my mind?
A simple question that was never answered.

Hmm~

Did anyone realise that the old Yan is missing?
What happen to her anyway?

Probably,its just a short term thing.
Or maybe it would be long lasting.
Who knows ryte?

I wonder if I were to go missing,
to the extend of not even going for exam,
would anyone realise?

Or to suddenly not appear anymore,
would anymore bother?

Life's weird you know.
I'm learning to love everyday as it is.
Not easy you know, for me I mean.

#Edited
I totally forgot to mention this.
Me being me again,you know the careless clumsy accident prone me.
Yea. I hit my head really hard this time.
Its a wonder I didn't black out.
Can still feel the pain.
Will I get brain damage ar? LOL! We'll see we'll see..

*~MaeYan~* ♥10:47 PM

Short msg:

Feeling weird inside.
No!
It has nothing to do with lunch.

I've no idea whats wrong.
or maybe I do know.
Just can't seem to put it in words.

ps: baby hope you ave fun with her today =)

*~MaeYan~* ♥1:49 PM

Short msg:

Tears flowing like waterfall,
nose running a marathon,
emotions wound up.

Enough said.
I'm tired of all this.

Give me back my serenity.
Leave me alone.

Will one die of depression?
Worth trying?

The heart is bleeding.
Oh wait! There's no longer a heart.

*~MaeYan~* ♥11:18 PM

Short msg:

Urgh~ I'm broke for the week.. But I'm happy with the gift I bought for him..

Anyway~ tomoro Wesak day leh.. Kena go temple SUPA early in the murning.. diediedie

I have sum super entertaining picture to show you all.. relating bout me in a way.. but! temporary photobucket failing on me again.. f333 So probably later or 2moro kay? *wink*

*~MaeYan~* ♥8:55 PM

Short msg:

Remember the thai horror movie I wanted to watch? 'Coming soon'? Well, at first I tot of draggin the bf with me to watch.. Ended up,he watch wif his fwenz liow.. sigh~ now I shall either drag sum1 to watch with me or watch alone.. lols..

Anyone interested? Nana perhaps? XD kekex..

hmm~

*~MaeYan~* ♥11:38 AM

Short msg:

Granma's home xD but the thing is.. we all havta be supa alert n watch out for the symptoms..

Oh! I ave a confession to make.. I exceeded my not more den 100kmph rule.. T___T I terexceed it by 10kmph? *sniff* I'm sry baby.. Don't be angry kay..

and I just got confirmation.. Baby duwan go my prom with me =( *sad sad* nvm nvm.. I'm free to either find a date xD or go with my shadow.. -_-" So yea, shud I go alone? or grab sum1 with me? hehe..

Anyway~ my knee is hurting like crap!! urghhh.. I dunno why.. Why won't it juz recover? sigh~

ps: I ate the mochi.. yummy~ ^^

*~MaeYan~* ♥11:08 PM

Short msg:

I lost weight. Juz checked. I'm only 34kg now. *bangs wall*

Did I mention my parents are weird? Dey are!
Why?
Coz when I come home early. 'Why so early wan?'
But when I come home late. 'no questions are being ask'

*~MaeYan~* ♥1:54 PM

Short msg:

美鸳累了，
不想走了。

想停下来，
休息一下。

美鸳倒了，
爬不起来了。

好累好累。
在也支持不住了。

*~MaeYan~* ♥8:59 PM

Hohoho~~ Finally edc/efc for law has come to an end. *relief* LoL!
Guess what! I didn't manage to do any fishing in class at all today XD *proud* instead Jodie n Ray both fishing away.. =x hehe

You know,I saw someone unexpected this murning while was on the way to coll.. I saw the 1 lady that never like me thru out my form5 year..
In her opinion I was of a 'lower class' then herself..
I dress too simple to her liking..

I remember I use to dread seeing her.. But yet I still ave no choice sumtimes.. She would look at me as tho I was this lil dirty stuck on to her nose.. Constant rubbing will never remove me.. Yea~ that was how she regarded me as - Dirt.

Today, I passby her without a 2nd glance at her.. I know she saw me.. And I bet she muz be wonderin 'why did I dislike her last time'. I never have to suck up to her anymore. I will never have to anymore.

*~MaeYan~* ♥4:26 PM

Short msg:
#Edited

2nd day of edc/efc has come to an end. *hangs self* alot I don't know lehh.. LoL! I mean certain topics lah. heh.

1 more day of law edc/efc to suffer go.

Guess what! I was fishing in class again xD but this time~ I manage to not let the fish pull me down *proud proud* haha..

Heck! I'm dead tired lorh..

Hmm.. I'm kinda worry now.. Granma juz went hospital urgently.. I don't wanna say the reason for it yet.. coz its not confirm yet.. I'll stay up and wait for her to come home even if it means I havta wait till midnite.. I don't want anything happen to her..

# Edited
Just got news from dad.. Well,doc say it wont be xxx yet.. But its the symptoms.. So she's under observation now.. Coz it might juz suddenly come.. =/ She's currently gonna stay in hospital.. Bet she muz be makin noise now =D haha..

*~MaeYan~* ♥8:42 PM

Short msg:

First day of F4 edc/efc today. Gotta admit. It is kinda tiring lorh. LoLs
For the first 3hrs I was seriously 'fishing' in class. At some point I just hear what she say nia.
Later on everything was back to usual xD Only I was bit slow after lunch lorh. Why?
Well, cause didn't really staD up on that part merh. hehe..

Anyway,got back Mock paper liow. Was proud of my 2Q's that got 9/10.
Yet,dissapointed in myself for not staDing. hehe..

So lets see~ I'm dead tired now. Just scan thru 2moro's lesson xD guai lehh ^^ (baby~ your tiny gal guai liow lorh) hehe..
The corner of my right eye is friggin pain. Dunno why lorh =( sigh~
PLUS I'm starting to fall sick leh..
Can feel my nose wan run away,throat bit dry,tiredness~ lalalaa~~ *skips around*

Ohyar, baby MOCK exam this week oh.. I know you can do it geh ^^ hehe.. Olwiz olwiz lurve you.. muuacks~!!

*~MaeYan~* ♥9:41 PM

Short msg:

Is it only me or did I really lost weight?
I realise that day when I slip on my skirt,it was 'hanging' on me. I realise I lost some weight that day.
Then today when I wore that body-huggin shirt, it felt lose.
Jin say I look thinner.
Guess I really lost weight.
I can't really see the difference, but when the clothes are no longer fitting, I think I lost weight.
I mean,can't be all the baju also expand liow ryte? =/ Or could it?

Is it good news or bad news? I dread losing weight. Why?
Simple. I can never put on weight.

Baby don't see the difference tho. For him,I'm still the tiny me.

Anyway, have this pic of me. Totally lurve it.


*~MaeYan~* ♥10:15 PM

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Aww~ twankiew for all the candies pig xD hehe..

All were saying I should draw my eyebrow liow.. LoL! yea.. I will kay.. =D (got bit hurt when you said ugly..I noe I'm not pretty..Sry)

Anyway,I'm gettin more and more bruises everywhere.. D; (baby still wan me geh hor? ^^ hehe)

I should go get a nap now.. Tired.. No idea why.. lols..

Baby! Jiayou staD lehh.. exam soon o.. hehe muuacks~!

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Oh shyt~ I made tina get scoldin from her kor.. yikess..
Found out, I could actually click wif her.. Even tho got bit akward lah.. hehe..
Well~ wanted to ask her smtg wan.. But she ended up gettin the wrg idea.. hmm~ nvm nvm..

*~MaeYan~* ♥6:10 PM

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Looking at my law book,my mind went blank.
I tried being your good girl,perhaps I have to try harder.

Nothing is making sense to me right now.
I feel pain inside,for reasons unknown.
I want to make all the pain go away.
I want to run away from all the pain.
To a place, where no one knows me.

But,I will not run away from everything.
Coz,I feel secure being in your arms.

I know I'm never alone in a battle field.
As I will always have you fighting with me.
Always have you supporting me.

*~MaeYan~* ♥10:17 PM

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I'm dreading sleeping nowadays. I dunno why.
Izzit the dreams? No,I hardly dream.
Its the thoughts that surround me at night.
I tire myself out to get thoughtless nights,but to no avail.
Cried myself to sleep with a million things running inside my head.
Yet,I can't seem to remember them now.
Weird right? Agree.

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:28 PM

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:06 AM

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Baby's staDing with fwenz now. Hence,I'm bit bored plus miss him loads. lalalaa~

So guess what I wanna do today.. xD

Hmmm~~

Maybe I might just go for frisbee later (intention to drag nana along XD) just play play bit jek..

Plus I think I should staD my law bit.. Today's goal- formation of contracts ^^

Plus I wan make choco mousseee.. but but dam I can't get my ingredients T___T

Guess that's all for now =D

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Piff~ can't go frisbee liow.. Dam
gotta go down Klang T_T

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:44 PM

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I had fun today. Especially when I sang that song. I let everything out. I felt better,much better.

I don't want to go back into my depression mode.

Even tho was bit upset, but the 30mins with you made up for the 3hrs being near you.

I didn't go in for a reason,for I know you won't want me there.

Being near you but not beside you,gave me a weird feeling.

Yet,I'm glad I saw you even only a short while. =)


my love for you is unlimited. your love for me has reached the maximum. our love is everything.
ps: I realise my knee also hurts when its cold.

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:02 AM