___:X: Love.Friendship.Hatred. :X:__

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

You've got it ryte. Its non of your biz seriously. I don't wanna be mean to you again. Call me whatever all you wish. I won't care dis time round. I've got enuf of it ardy from you. You were my accesory. I realise dat. And yes! I've found a fault in you and dump you. Happy? Now hate me more kay. Hate me so much dat you wun even bother a single bit bout me anymore kay?

Hmm.

I said I was wrong.
I tot,nvm. Shall use assume.
I seriously assume everything was alright.
As in,it doesn't matter if I existed in your lifes.

Why?

Coz,every post I see is happy news.
Every thing I saw was gud news.
I didn't felt I was needed at all.
So why bother appearin suddenly?
You would wonder for sure suddenly appear sure up 2 no gud.
So why shud I appear?
I rather stand behind and see all dats going on.

Its not dat I don't wanna ask how r u.
Probably all of dis will sound like an excuse.
I did try to say dat..
the thing is, you already ave everyone's,
I juz doesn't seem important at that time.

I wanted to suggest a place dat could help wif your dad,
but you would juz think why so suddenly I appear.
I ask my parents for suggestion,I got back none.

Like you said, I assumed everything.

I din turn back dis time round,
coz everytime I would end up shuttin myself again.
And again I would be pushin you all aside.
I din turn back to share anything,
coz I tot you would be thinkin 'sure ade hal again wun'

I wasn't in a position to ask anything
coz I shut myself away from you.
How would it seem suddenly goin back?
To you it would be up 2 no gud for sure.

True. I don't bother whu I meet thru on9.
For eg:
The person whu juz called me a bitch!
I shud ave understand him better b4 anything happen ryte?
Yea. I shud not ave juz base on feelings ryte?
Thats why he WAS my accesory.
(hate me all you wish.beh song me come kill me.i don't care anymore)

All I can say is my accesory was friggin wrong on the part where he ave other gals.. like wud? Kyla? yea. I remember wud you said you noe. I realise who was tellin the truth and whu wasn't.

I'm sry I din intro him, the only reason was you all dun approve of him.
The reason all my coll mates noe him is coz dey dun care whu I'm wif.

I ain't important anymore I tot.
My existance meant nothing I tot.
Seeing the 3 or 4 of you togather.

Like I said. I tot I was ardy being given up.
Hence, I gave up tryin as well.

*~MaeYan~*

♥6:47 PM

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