Monday, April 20, 2009
short msg:I don't know if I should explain myself dis time.Come to think of it, I was wrg in many ways.I wasn't there when I said I would be.I don't even noe if I ask you out would you bother.Hence,I din even try.I wonder many times how to ask you.How are things going on now?But I realise I'm not in the position to ask.
Yes. I was wrong in dat. I should ave ask.
The thing was I gave up tryin.
I asked my fwen for a Jap class num juz for you.In the end, I din noe how to pass to you.I tot you would not care,as you ardy ave one.He is important,dat I don't deny.Its merely an extension to my list.You are olwiz in that list.Guess I never did anything to prove dat part.I noe I won't get your blessings sincerely.As it olwiz seem to be me dumping one and den gettin another.But wud happen to ' I still x give up hope on you yet 'I was ardy being given up long time ago.I don't know how to turn for help anymore.Probably, I deserve being alienated.Yet, I was hurt.I tried tokin to you. I really did.All dat happen was off9, no reply, appear again later.I waited n waited.I gave up. As you already gave up on me.I have loads to tell and ask.I guess you won't even bother.I kept everything up again.Pls do not say his an accesory.He never was.ps: sry it turn out to be an awfully long post.*~MaeYan~*
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