Thursday, October 23, 2008
Sometimes it doesn't even matter if you are dissapointed in me.It doesn't matter if you think I did not behave myself.If you think i'm complaining you're wrong.Don't ever judge me.There are reason for everything I'm duin now.If you think I deserve all this,perhaps you're ryte.I could have deserve it.BUT don't judge me for the reasons you never knew.I complain as I wish.I procasinate as I wish.I bring everything upon myself as I wish.The are too many reason you don't know.I don't think I could ever tell you,since you are already judgin me.There are olwiz reasons as to why I complain.I game as I wish.I sleep as I wish.I staD as I wish.Where were you when I needed to tok 2 sum1?Where were you when I wanted to share my problems?Where were you?You close yourself up on me.You choose to push me aside.You choose to leave me all alone.Perhaps in my private you supported me.But you only supported me for the things I wrote der.What bout the things I never told?What bout all the problems I've been facin?Poeple do run away from stuff.I admit I am.I'm tiring myself out,in order to not think bout anything.Please don't judge me.I wish I could tell you alot of stuff.I wish you would be here to listen.Yet you choose to judge me.You choose to see only the surface.I'm sorry if you're dissapointed in me.To tell you frankly,I honestly don't know what am I still duin here.Here in CAT/ACCA.Everytime you say you will support me.We shall work hard togather.Do you know that I'm already close to given up?Do you even know that I'm considering leavin?yan really tired le.you wanna judge me I nothing to say.however,I shall listen to you.I will behave but perhaps no longer in this course.*~MaeYan~*
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