Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I really wonder..
When did I cry infront of you.
When did I pour out my soul to you.
There are times I regret duin certain stuff.
But one thing for sure,
dis is not the case.
I never regreted not staDing,
for I know I did.
No matter how much I rant bout for not staDing,
its juz a lie to conceal stuff.
Everytime I walk in d exam hall I gibe my all,
for dats how much I staD-ed
I know I did my very best,
for I staD-ed.
Like I said,don't judge me.
There are stuff you really don't know.
All you see is what I want you to see.
Thats all that you're see-ing.
You don't know the indepth of the full stowie.
He has always been nice n caring.
I was the one whu pushed him aside.
I know these situations happens,
but I can handle it.
No matter how sober I will be,
I'll still handle it.
Sometimes,
Its not just your support dats needed.
I need you to not judge me.
Need you to not assume things that you don't know.
I can tell you the full stowie,but perhaps another time.
Like I said,did you even noe I'm plannin of quittin?
There are reasons behind it.
And its not becoz I did not staD properly.
Its not becoz I gave up on staDin
I'm not as readable as you think I am.
ps: xmb! tell vinniee its okay =) (I'm still lazey to reply him =x)
*~MaeYan~*
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