Hehehe~! I super lazey 2 find a solo picture of my dear dear cousin-Ween~!!! xD So bear wif me kay? Got my miserable face der ~__~


♥12:01 AM

I know i'm kinda dead from the net? hehe.. paiseh marh.. Basically I have been sleepin like 12hrs straight? ever since I come back from sg lah =p den hor.. wake up 4 like.. urmm.. 2-3hrs? den I go sleep again -____- habis lorh lidat.. nvm nvm~ at least I have my beauty *aherm aherm* sleep ryte? LOL!!

Anyway~ not dat I duwan to come on9 or update the pictures.. Its juz dat I seriously did not snap any at all? =X *oopss~* hehe.. wud? ~___~ Billy n DingDing everyday take camera out de.. dey snap enuf liow lorh horr..? XD *grins* hehe..

Plus I was busy duin other stuff (like sleeping) instead of comin on9 =x hehe..

SO~ temporary pictures can b viewed here xD enjoy~ ^^

BTW~!! Since today is the 29th of June. I have something I would lurve to shout out~! Its specially for my si Dear TamaKorKor~!!!


ps: ure old liow =p *blek* kekeke

*~MaeYan~* ♥1:38 AM

weeee~~~~~ Me backie ^^v~

Finally back liow.. home sweet home~! xD I miss my bed dearly lehh =X and further more I prefer being able to drive rather den being 'drived' around..

The long hours in bus/cabs/MRTs! are seriously killin me.. @.@

Anyway,did enjoy dis trip alot =) even tho very super duper tiring lahh.. hehe..

Yet,i'm still missin der alot T.T

Ohyar~! LeeMei dear~ I'm sowie couldn't contact you.. I lost your number =x and also this time round kinda very busy? not enuf time for everything also actually.. sigh~! I'm sorry my dear =( We shall go shoppin another time kay? xD dat time dun pok kai liow lorhh.. hehe..

As for now.. I wan my bed bed liow. *huggiesssss beddy*

*~MaeYan~* ♥12:35 AM

Aik aik aikkk~~ I think most of you all noe me goin sg liow ryte? but den I think i din really say d exact date? hehe.. paiseh ar..

So lets see~ I'll be MIA from the 22nd~26th of June.. So..? Of coz muz lah mizz me ^^ *winkwink* keke.. Siape mau buah tangan? Call me n I shall consider it kay =p wauAKkakaka =X hehe.. juz kidding..

Take care.. I'll be back in one piece.. i think =/ after all I really need this vacation to relax fully xD hehe..

Till den~!

*~MaeYan~* ♥10:25 PM

Jeng jeng jeng~~~!!! Finally went to redbox to sing K xD weee~~!! But the main purpose is actually to celebrate KangPing's birthday early? LoL!! And of coz he dunno got surprise well planned for him d lorhh.. by non other den his mei mei- Jodie~!!! The organiser ^^ keke.. Anyway,pictures are not very nice coz.. Dunno lahh.. =p hehe..

wahhh~!!! He gonna eat it all? o.ohaha.. no lahh~!!! He not dat big eater? kua =xFinally!!! HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!!His wonderful speech =pAwww~~!! the perfect couple ^^*grins* dey both look 'yat dam dam' onlywahh~!!! He sit till soOo ganas =X the pro?

wuaAKakka~!!! how's his singing lehh?

So after dat we went for a movie? Incredible hulk~!!! HULK~!!!!!!!!!!

LOL!!! anyway.. I din exactly enjoy the movie to the max coz coz cozzzz.. SUPER COLDDDD lehhhh T_____T *sobsss* like basically freezin my arse off der only.. sad rytee?? ishkkk~!!!

So after that saw this GP roadshow thingy goin on downstairs? decided to take sum pics before I head home lurh =p

So how's the car picture lehh? Not very gud I noe.. coz snap wif the Sony camera merhh.. If got the SLR der den gud ^^ keke

*~MaeYan~*

♥8:46 PM

I was wondering something for the past few days.

If I were to leave,
Whu would actually come to send me off?
Whu would actually realise the missing of my presence?
Whu would actually bother if I'm no longer here.

I've been hesitating for few days liow. Should I say it out? Its not exactly confirm yet,but the thought dat its being considered actually scares me alot. Perhaps jotting it down actually would help lessen the stress i'm feelin now?

so~ here goes..


Dat day,suddenly my parents ask if I could pursue my course in UK. I was seriously shock.
Yea, of course can. I replied.

But whyy?? ain't it d same staDing here? after all its the same paper's wud.. still international paper wud.

Nup.Graduating in UK actually meant slightly higher qualification?

Sigh~! I don't know how to tell them how much I don't want to leave. Even tho its not even confirmed yet.. but still.. I juz don't want to leave.

*~MaeYan~* ♥1:29 PM

Sometimes I wish I knew wuds wrong wif me..
Why am I like dis..? why??
Why izzit everytime I shut things away from everyone?

Sumtimes I wish I never did change..
Have I change?
I guess I did..

I wish I could tell you all how I feel ryte now..
If only I wasn't such a sien-ness person..
If only I would spare more time for you all..
All I noe becoz of my schedule I neglected you all..

I gave up too much for this course..
So much that I no longer know who I am anymore..

I have so much to tell..
Yet I have no idea how..

I don't even know how to bring up anything to you all le..
All I noe is I haven been treating you all dat important le..
Not becoz you all are no longer needed..
Its cause I don't see the presence of me important anymore..

I don't know what does it take to make me open up again..
I don't know how am I suppose to make things back to how it used to be..

I don't need you all anymore is a lie.. you all are always important..
Not caring is not true..
Don't know whu am I is the fact.. as I have no idea whu am I also..

sorry. sorry dat I olwiz push you all aside. I never meant dat. sorry.

*~MaeYan~* ♥8:12 PM

Paiseh orh.. lately toOo many emo emo post liow.. =X So I decided to make it up to everyone lorh.. *grins* here are sum pictures for you guys out der to enjoy =) so..? Better enjoy it kay xD

*~MaeYan~*

♥4:58 PM