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MaeYan aka Yan.
November is where you're suppose to give me presents.
A Sunway student,proud of it.
Graduated from CAT,ACCA here I come.
Wanna know more bout me? ask me =D
I love,
all my beloved munkey friends.
I hate,
backstabbers,liars,empty promises.
I'm scared,
of lizards and more lizards.
I am,
who I am (;

Calendar Year 2010

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23rd Jan-YewEng's B'day
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Sunday, May 11, 2008

Things HAD never been the same.

This time I'm pretty sure it WILL never be the same again.

~~I tried believing YOU. I did try.~~

~~Eventhough I never fully did,I thought YOU were trustable.~~

Alas~it had clearly struck me.

~~Why is it that YOU have to do this?~~

~~YOU knew it long time ago.~~

Yet YOU decided to fall into it.

I'm lost for words.

YOU assured me that nothing is going on.

Yet the way YOU put it made me felt it was a lie.

Yes. A beautiful lie.

I never really believed it was that simple. Only to know it was as I predicted.

I was trying to ignore the fact that I knew for sometime.

Tried a million times pushing it away from my mind.

I knew this would happen.

~~I fail to realise YOU would backstab me.~~

~~It hurts knowing YOU were the one who deceive me all this while.~~

I did a wise move when I first started suspecting.

He was being blocked out of my life.

The tiny gap open in my heart was being sealed. I knew it was the right move.

Now,after learning the truth I was glad I did that a long time ago.

~~I knew YOU had gone deep in. Unlike me He barely entered myne.~~

Tried avoid talking much to Him did help. Avoid confrontation helped more.

YOU would never admit it to me.

I rather YOU did.

It hurt me even more knowing YOU had lied to me.

I knew YOU didn't want me to find out. But the smile on YOUR face gave YOU away.

Yes I found out long ago.

~~Now I confirm it.~~ Don't ask how did I confirmed it.

I just wished YOU told me about it.

At least I won't have felt backstab.

Think. YOU need someone to share all this with YOU.

I might not have the humour He had. But I'm YOUR GF YOU can count on.

I blocked all of Him totally out from my mind for now He's just an ordinary guy.

~~There's no denying that I had liked Him for sometime.~~ There's just no point denying it.

Consider my dear~ We have to open up more.

Can't wait for YOU to come over. Soon I hope?

I really want to change things back as before.

~~Erase His existence.~~

YOU knew it was Him that had change us both.

*~MaeYan~*

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