___:X: Love.Friendship.Hatred. :X:__

Sunday, May 11, 2008

crap.. I'm back to the habit of posting few times a day ~_~ urghh~~ One minute you see me posting few times a day.. Next thing you know maybe only once a week.. haha.. I sot sot jor lehh.. @_@ but den when ingat wanna post or voice out sumthing best do it at once wud o.o

Anyway~ here goes..

A story of Him n Her

All unfamiliar faces surrounded her when she walked into the school. For once in many years, fear crept up her spines. Joining into the crowd trying to blend in. She stood up among the group, failing miserably.

For a couple of days/weeks/months,she led a quiet and lonely life. All in her mind was to score for the exams. Little did she knew things would have change by a little miscevious.

She knew all this while he had a gal he cared for. That didn't stop her trying to get close with him. Staying as friends were all they wanted. Yet things doesn't seem to go according to how they wanted it.

Suddenly the ground caved in,revealing a deep and dark pit only seeable by their own eyes. It was the pit of love. Both feel so deep down without realising the consequences that would come.

Yes. She betrayed her guy for him. He betrayed his gal for her.

Typically ironic? Love is blind after all.

Naive her thought that eternity are meant for them. She believed that distances would not pull them apart. She trusted that no one would be able to spilt them up.

Only to find out,distances did create a void between them. A void so great that it shocked her. Even though no third party appearance had broken them up,it was still someone that did. Disturbed that he made the sole decision.

They once promised on sharing everything togather,going through all the difficult path togather. Yet he broke all the promised that night. He shattered the dream they once shared togather.

Sometime had passed since they decided to walk their own path. Finally a message she had wish would come really did came. Only difference was she did not feel the anxiety upon receiving it.

She did think twice before giving him an answer. An answer that left him feeling emotionless. If only he had been persistent. If only he was willing to start going after her again.

Time ticked by slowly,she soon found someone in her life. Someone willing to hear her endless rant. Someone willing to scold her without hesitation. Someone willing to entertain the crazy her. That was all it required to made her feel loved again.

That someone was suppose to be very final dream. Yet again and again all was lost to distances and differences and lack of time. That was it required to shattered her dream into a million tiny bits.

All this while,she was still concious of him. Why won't he make a move? She feels worried for his health and safety. She wished he did not made that decision that night. Perhaps things would be different then.

All this while,trying to act nothing happened. Yet she knew it clearly in her mind. He had never given up hope on her. He had always wanted her back. Had been hoping to tell her how much she meant to him.

Chances are always there. One just has to grasp it.

She thought long and hard about it. It is glad to know that he still cares about her. She just wanted him to know that all this while she had been ignorant. She didn't want to give false hope to anyone. For she knew the door to her heart has been closed once and for all.

*~MaeYan~*

♥10:17 PM

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