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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

She thought she would be fine for the coming days. Yet,she had to face it with outmost akwardness.. Wherever she went,she went with a smile in her face. Yes! It was just a mask being put on to face the world. Little did everyone knew she was bleeding inside..

She laughes togather with the crowd not knowing what the joke was.. As she was lost in her own thoughts.. Everything was a total blankness in her mind.. She could barely think nicely,what more listen to the chattering of the crowd..

She smile cheekily as all the questions being shuffled up her nose.. She replied without thinkin twice.. For she was clearly unfocused at the on going event surrounding her..

The mass amount of people trying to ensure if she's alright only made things worst.. It wasn't that its not being appreciated.. Only it was being ask for the sake of knowing how the other party is feeling at that moment.. and that did not only made her day worst,but crushed her thoughts of clearing her mind up..

Wandering aimlessly in the long corridor,pausing occasionally at the sounds of footsteps.. Creaking of the doors opening along the corridor,a group of laughing poeple started walking towards her.. She stood there as still as a statue,trying to blend into the laughter and happiness of the surrounding..

Alas~ She failed miserably.. Giving everyone a small sweet smile to not attract any attention.. Little did they know it was a fake cold smile.. When finally all alone,she would drop her mask and show her true self.. yes! a frown so sad that would make everyone sympathise her.. Looking at the empty space infront,thinking at how easy it is to lie at someone so dear to you.. Perhaps it all meant nothing to the other party?

Letting out a deep sigh~ slowly gathering all her strenght left in her.. she started walking slowly away from the long dark corridor,out into the sunlight.. The warmth swept through her body.. She realise standing firm on a spot will only bring misery to not only herself,but her surroundings as well.. Appreciating the concerns is issential..

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Wuakakaka.. another stowie I manage to put togather.. Bet Jong will bising he tak paham again.. aisehh~ paiseh marh.. this has olwiz been how I write stowies.. (spm also macam ini punye style lehh)

Wanted to post up sum pictures I 'stole' from Jodie's fon geh.. but buttt super lazey to upload it lorhh.. Coz my fon battery not much left sumore.. Need to tahan it till esok lehh ~_~ So sabar sikit yar =) I'll post it up A.S.A.P I pwomise.. keke

Just remember smtg.. I got back my audit marks liow.. 52 nia.. Well,I know it did pass my 'at least 50' remark.. but can't help gettin a bit dissapointed with myself lorh.. =/ Gotta work hard sumore lorh hor?

Sowie to all who was concerned.. Even though I said heki heki~ the fact is i'm not at all.. I can barely think properly when I answer.. choOo sowie kay.. ^o^ hehe.. Its just hard to not feel down the entire day? Plus trying to laugh falsely is indeed hard.. ;p

p/s: my dear nana better careful d kay ^~^ ~~!@#$%^$~~ screw that baka robber kay.. keke.. As long your okay its gud enough liow lorh =) anything happen to you I sure go korek the baka fellar up and bash him kau kau for harming you kay.. XD no fear for yan yan the little chili is here.. ;p LOL!!!! now stop laughing~ it was super dramatic.. haha.. but yea.. take gud care tau.. Plus~ make sure you n livia really jaga jaga.. sked later that fellar wanna balas dendam for not able to snatch your bags.. cheerios gal~

*~MaeYan~*

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