___:X: Love.Friendship.Hatred. :X:__

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

A light breeze of wind blew pass, softly touching against her tear stricken face. Silly as it seems yet she stood her ground,feeling the gentle rain drops slowly drenching her from head to toe. At that precise moment all she felt was the calm atmoshpere going on. Shutting her thoughts and ears temporary from the voices that were getting louder.

Lightning flashing across the gloomy dark sky. It felt like war in sky zone. She stood there looking out far at nothing in precise. Trying all her best to feel peaceful,but all she could felt was betrayal.

Instantly she lost her mood. Even the chirping birds by the tree could not fasinate her anymore. A strong gush of wind blew right her,making her shiver. Gone with her wind was her thoughts of happiness.

She had trusted Carol all this while,telling her stuff that should have been kept for herself. Leaving her foolishness with herself as Carol did not hesitate to lie to her. Perhaps it wasn't meant for her to find out what Carol did behind her back.

At that moment,all she want is just to be alone. Far away from everyone else, to allow her to clear her mind. She stood there thinking long and hard. She could not find an excuse to forgive Carol. She knew how much he had meant to her,yet as simple as it seem, Carol stole it all away.

She tried holding back her tears,some how they were no longer under her control. As tears started to roll down her cheek,she made no thoughts of holding back. In the end,she fell to her knee's sobbing uncontrolable.

She had always fear of losing him.This time she knew she had lost him forever. He will never take a backward glance anymore,for he has choose to move ahead.

Grasping hold of herself,she stood back high and elegant. Telling herself that she will not be envy of Carol,nor will she ever tell Carol her deepest secrets. For trust can be easily broken and shattered.

Wiping away her tears,she smiled at random strangers who passed by. She knew at last she will be able to enjoy the beauty of the rain drops. The splashes of a car going over puddles of water. The children running to the field to jump on puddles of water. The little kitten purring nearby.

All the little details made her realise life is not just about love and friendship.

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Guess I have already bore most of my readers to death.. LoL.. paiseh ar.. suddenly just felt like writing sum stowie? keke.. It was out of total randomness ;p

Today was actually the 1st time I was kinda 'on-time' for frisbee.. but guess wud.. It nicely rained.. AGAIN -_____- how could this happen lahh.. sad sad~ oh well,it has been sumtime since I walked under such rain.. It actually brings back sum High School memory.. wuakAkaka.. remember the time we used to play under rains? yea.. I miss those time effin alot.. ;D

And yep.. I knew I would regret walking under the rain..

As I type all this crappy things out.. I can actually feel the heat on my forehead.. I'm shivering like crazee here.. Smart people like me lazey to open umbrella while getting down from the car has no rights to complain.. but guess wud.. I'm still gonna complain ;p *blwek* You can't stop me.. wuaKAkakak =D

Maybe I should go eat medicine hor? after all my immune system is already super weak.. (incase you forgot,last nite aku fever jugak -_-") Oh well~ see how lah.. really half dead that time only makan ubat lorh hor =p

Ohyar~ I finally watched L change the world.. The movie is sumhow hard to describe? I mean I lurve the show lorh.. Its just awesome in my opinion lahh.. but sum parts are just abit.. urm.. ~_~ dunno lahh.. haha.. watch it yourself bah ^^~ kekeke

I'm so hating today =o= I just friggin got my tapak kaki a nice long cut.. akibat being peirce by a piece of wood.. ftw dah lah kaki getting more pain on the ankle.. now tapak kaki lagi.. haihz.. all on the same leggy sumore.. ishk~ tension me lehhh ;[

Actually I agree to sumone.. I'm not exactly in a gud mood today.. Not really sure why but I just felt sorta moodless? lols.. weird ryte? I know.. =D I deny the fact when the person ask coz I was trying to convince myself that I'm not as described..? But it is the fact that dia got it ryte.. urgh~ Guess esok will be wokie dokie liow lurh =) teehee~

neway,off to get sum hw done lurh.. ohh.. plus my t9 in UK variant? O_O *stun* o-m-g? haihz~ sure gonna kena from Margaret liow de lorh.. sigh~

*~MaeYan~*

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