Wednesday, April 30, 2008
I'm soOo sowie that I havent been online recently.. I didn't even have the mood to update =/ Its like I've lost interest in coming on9? omg~ =O!!! Dats super bad news lehh.. O_____O anyway.. I'll just do a short post kay?
30.4.08My beloved Casey is gone.. No one would understand the pain and suffering she alone withheld.. No~! She did not leave by herself.. she was being brought away..Yes~! I was the one whu decided on this decision..I can't bear to hear/see her suffer anymore.. Day and night her whining of agonizing pain could be heard.. Perhaps even throughout the entire neighbourhood.. The chances of her curing is 0%.. She won't have a full recovery at all.. 13years of life she had been around.. With us caring for her the past 3~4years..Why put her in drugs?medication? when the chances are slim? Why let her go thru all the pain? when in the end its still the same as before? Putting her to sleep was a tough decision.. She was a obedient dawg.. I don't want to see her put to sleep too.. I don't want her to go either.. but the thing is.. letting her go is a wise choice.. She could barely move her 4limbs.. yes~ its was a case of joint misallocation.. All the draggin on the cold hard floor had bruise her even further.. It was not a very nice sight to see.. let alone bare..I'm sorry my dear Casey,I had to be firm in my decision.. It hurts me more knowing that you are suffering from constant pain.. Its better this way.. I'll miss you loads..





I'm gonna refrain myself from breaking down.. It was difficult seeing you leave in Dr.Lai Chong's car..
I wonder how many more dogs have to leave.. you reminded me of Yufi.. Both went thru a great load of suffering before leaving.. Only different was.. The day we decided to put her to sleep,she couldn't stand it anymore.. and hence left us.. Yes,She left us on her own accordance..
I'm sure gonna miss you both..
*~MaeYan~*
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